miss my old boy bell
I know this is a weird place to post but I need to write about Bell somewhere. He was my dog for 14 years before he passed in August. Yorkshire terrier, grey face, always thought he was the boss of the whole house even at 3kg. We found him at a shelter in Min Buri when I was 17 and he never left my side after that.
The last month was hard. He stopped eating his favourite chicken and then he just stayed on the bed all day. The vet did what she could but she said his body was tired. I held him while she gave the injection, and I dont think I will ever be ok with that moment.
People say it gets easier, but honestly the house is so quiet. Every night at 10 I still look at the corner where his bed was. Ollie is my current dog now, he is 11 and a half years old, another little Yorkshire. He is not Bell, nobody is, but he sleeps on my feet the same way and that makes me cry sometimes in a good way.
If you had a dog that passed away, I hope you got time to say goodbye. I didnt, I was at work and my mom called me in the taxi.
Good night Bell. Thank you for everything, you were the best.
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Pattama · 5个月前
Maybe take some photos and keep his bed for a while, not to throw it away quickly. My mom did that with her old dog and it helped her a lot. Sorry for your loss
Daan · 5个月前
I lost my old dog last winter, the house was very quiet for months. Bell sounds like he had a great life with you. Thanks for writing this.
Wirat · 5个月前
เสียใจด้วยนะครับ เบลโชคดีที่มีคนดูแลมา 14 ปี ขอให้ไปอยู่ที่ดีๆ
Pimchanok · 5个月前
เสียใจด้วยนะคะ อ่านแล้วร้องไห้ตามเลย หนูก็เคยเลี้ยงแบบนี้มาก่อน ทำใจยากมากๆ เลยค่า
Laura · 5个月前
Thank you for sharing this, I cried a little. Onigiri is 12 now and I think about this every day. Hold your memories close 🤍
May · 5个月前
Mango is also old now, he sleeps more and more. Your story made me hug him longer today. Bell was very lucky
huang · 5个月前
Which shelter in Min Buri did you find Bell? I want to ask about adopting a cat from them.
pornthip · 5个月前
ขอบคุณที่เล่าให้ฟังนะคะ อ่านแล้วน้ำตาจะไหลอีกรอบบบ ขอให้เบลไปอยู่สบายค่ะ
Pavel · 5个月前
Sorry for your loss. My advice: write down what he liked, the chicken and the bed. Later it is easier to remember the good days
khanittha · 5个月前
เคยเสียมูชิไปเมื่อปีก่อนค่ะ ตอนนั้นไม่กล้าเปิดบ้านเลย ผ่านมาปีนึงแล้วก็เริ่มยิ้มได้ ขอให้ทำใจได้นะคะ
Pawinee · 5个月前
@Pimchanok ใช่ค่ะ เรื่องแบบนี้ยากจริงๆ เลย เบลโชคดีที่มีคนดูแลมานานมาก
Sittichai · 5个月前
ไปดีๆ นะเบล ตัวเล็กแต่เป็นหัวหน้าบ้านจริงๆ ขอบคุณที่ให้ความรักเขาตลอด 14 ปีครับ
Pattama · 5个月前
I'm sorry, I don't know what to say. My dog is 9 years old and I think about this now too. Hope you are ok, take care of yourself
Ton · 4个月前
เสียใจด้วยค่ะ ตอนนี้คงเงียบมากๆ บ้านไม่เหมือนเดิม โค้กบ้านเราก็เป็นห่วงเบลด้วยนะคะ